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beachlass ([personal profile] beachlass) wrote2008-10-08 10:25 pm
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Saturday Night in Varney

SGA fic (first one!)
rating G
for [livejournal.com profile] beadattitude, originally posted as comment fic



They're finished the debriefing, which for some unfathomable IOA reason is happening in Toronto and Rodney is standing in the hotel lobby with Jennifer when he catches sight of John leaning against the wall. And suddenly, he loses track of the discussion about the new addition to the ROM vs the new addition to the AGO and Jennifer is saying something about the Henry Moore gallery, but all Rodney can hear is his memory of John's voice plaintively asking if Rodney is going off world on his day off.

And it's one of those moments, those moments that makes Rodney a genius, when he realizes that he's been looking for a logical answer but it's wrongwrongwrong because suddenly all the evidence doesn't support his original, logical, empirical hypothesis - but in one of those leaps he can see that he's been looking in the wrong direction all this time.

"Can't, Jennifer, can't, sorry" Rodney interupts, and then his tone softens and he repeats "Sorry, Jennifer." And he is, really, he is, because she's lovely and he loves her, (in that way that teammates do, a voice whispers in his head) and he holds her eyes for a moment as long as he can make it before he has to go.

Go over to where John is leaning and snap his fingers and abruptly demand "Coming?"

And of course John does, leveraging himself off the wall in an easy curve, his eyes cutting to Keller in a question he doesn't ask aloud.

But Rodney's pulling out his cellphone and dialing a number he's had memorised for years, and within an hour, they've walked through Chinatown and across the campus, Gothic buildings and grassy commons, and are on the tiny front porch of a tall narrow townhouse.

They stay for tea. Even on Earth, in Ontario they're having tea with the natives John is thinking - Rodney can see it on his face. But it's soothing to be back in this room, with his professor and her partner, even if it's hard to see them growing older. They were the first lesbian couple Rodney knew - two professors sharing a house, the physicist and the biologist. The only biologist Rodney didn't belittle, because he could still remember the feeling of a silver plated teaspoon rapping across his knuckles after a "soft science" remark.

They didn't stay long, Rodney was muttering into his teacup (teacup!) about how the Torontonians complained so much about traffic you'd be able to hear them in another galaxy (and got an under the table nudge from John's foot); and they'd better be going.

So then they were through the postage stamp garden to the leaning wooden garage, with a door peeling teal paint and a bare bulb hanging from a chain, and a pale blue eldery pick up truck park inside.

As Rodney navigated his way through back alleys and down busy city streets, John fiddled with the radio, and by the time they were on the highway, he'd found a station playing Hank Snow and Patsy Cline.

"Gonna tell me where we're going?" John asked, as they turned north.

"Nope." Rodney replied.

One smaller highway leads to another, and they stop for supper in a small town restaurant where the fanciest thing on the menu is a side order of onion rings for John's clubhouse sandwich, and Rodney drinks coffee and watches John, and realizes he's being doing those two things for years, in two different galaxies, and he... this is what he wants, even if it's only this.

John steals the keys after supper, and drives with one hand loose on the steering wheel and his other arm resting on the open window. The late August evening is gorgeous, with the sun turning the ripened wheat fields golden, and the road winds around and up and down the hills of the escarpment, and Rodney is afraid he's going to watch John so much he misses the turn, but suddenly it's there, and he's pointing and stuttering "Turn, here, right here, turn" and John is laughing and complaining that a 30 year old pickup truck doesn't exactly handle like a jumper.

But he turns in, and follows the gravel drive up to the parking lot (well, field) and the small stand is there, and the fence just visible, and he turns with his hand still on the keys in the ignition and says "Rodney, what...?"

And Rodney grins and says "Yes, yes. This way." They're just in time for the first race, and everything is so much smaller than he remembers, and he's worried for a moment until they climb up to the upper level of the grandstand and John turns to him with an absolutely shit eating grin and says "Stock car races? Rodney, really?"

The track is tiny, only a quarter mile, and the cars barrel through the heats, accelerating out of the straightaway and bunching into the turns. It's seriously small town (you can buy cowboy hats that proclaim "Hillbilly Racing"), and watching the kids clamber through the stands carrying souvenir checkered flags reminds Rodney of the times he came here as a kid with his cousins.

It's cooler up in the stands after the sun sets, and they drink coffee and eat greasy fries, and sit close enough that their thighs are pressed together.

On the way back to the city, John has one arm stretched out along the long bench seat of the pickup, and when Rodney leans back, he can see constellations that used to be the ones he looked for, and John's warm hand cups the back of his neck for just a moment.

[identity profile] beadattitude.livejournal.com 2008-10-09 02:40 am (UTC)(link)
Still. It still just leaves me with such a feeling of peacefulness and hope and the way both of them are smiling little closed-mouth sweet smiles and ducking their heads, all pleased and shy and hopeful.

[identity profile] beachlass.livejournal.com 2008-10-09 02:42 am (UTC)(link)
Really? Because your stories absolutely send me to my happy place, and there is nothing better in my books than a writer whose work I love liking something I've written for them.

letting my mind wander.

[identity profile] beadattitude.livejournal.com 2008-10-09 03:52 am (UTC)(link)
I just keep thinking about little pictures of this. The way John sits hunched forward, feet planted and elbows on knees, holding his beer in his hands, his head tilted in such a way that his adam's apple looks so lickable, and he's watching the race and Rodney's beside him, pink cheeked and hands waving, explaining something.

John's just smiling and smiling, glowing with more contentment by every second, and sometimes he darts a look over at Rodney when he takes a sip of beer and sometimes Rodney's looking back at him, making sure his offering is still being enjoyed and John bumps him with his shoulder and rolls his eyes, because he's never going to make Rodney guess on that account.

Later, since it's not very crowded, John might lean back and stretch his long legs out over the empty riser in front of him, and the long plane of his body is stretched out there. Rodney can't help but look and look and look and gets irritated about it and starts trying to toss peanut shells so they stick in the open collar of John's shirt.

John takes it stoically for awhile and then gathers them up and stuffs them down the back of Rodney's shirt so he can laugh while Rodney bounces around picking them out. Of course he has to help him, and feels for shells through the cotton, teasing them out and down with his fingers because Rodney's too shy to take his shirt off.
If John's hands shake a little while he's doing this, nobody says anything about it, in fact Rodney quits talking at all while John's hands smooth and search over his back, and afterward they're both kind of quiet.

And then something exciting happens on the track and they's standing up shouting and beating each other about the shoulders and everything's okay

It's just so AWESOME.

I do love it. And thank you for the sweetwords, Lass.

Re: letting my mind wander.

[identity profile] beachlass.livejournal.com 2008-10-09 02:19 pm (UTC)(link)
*flails*

How do you know? Yes, yesyesyes --- that's exactly it.

Rodney's worried that the whole thing is too small to make John happy, because he somehow keeps thinking fighterpilot-othergalaxy-coolestguyever about John, but he's still the guy who likes ferris wheels, and things that go fast. Even when they're small town modified stock cars ripping around a track in the back of nowhere.

And John... John is thrilled that Rodney chose time with him over time with Keller; and even more deep down happy that Rodney has taken him here - that it makes them both happy; he's not just indulging John, but sharing it.

Re: letting my mind wander.

[identity profile] beadattitude.livejournal.com 2008-10-09 02:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes yes yes yes! They are so awesome!

I wonder what happens next? A slow, stutterstepped sort of courtship or or or?

Re: letting my mind wander.

[identity profile] beachlass.livejournal.com 2008-10-09 02:48 pm (UTC)(link)
or....

They stop at a roadside motel on the way back to Toronto.

John catches sight of the sign, as they come around a bend, and there's still a light on in the office, shining through the thin brown lace curtains.

The tires of the pick up crunch on the gravel parking lot, and when John shuts off the ignition, there's silence and crickets.

Rodney checks them in, because he's the one with Canadian ID; and John stretches at the side of the truck, his shirt riding up to expose that patch of skin above his hip, that makes Rodney want to touch. Makes him want to put his palm there, feel John's skin soft and warm, reach his fingers up under the soft cotton of John's shirt, and sweep his thumb across the hairs on John's stomach.

[identity profile] beachlass.livejournal.com 2008-10-09 02:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you SO MUCH for reading and commenting. As I said above, it means the world to me to get feedback from writers I stalk admire.

[identity profile] franticsga.livejournal.com 2008-10-09 11:07 pm (UTC)(link)
I loved this when I read it on [Bad username or site: @ livejournal.com]'s journal, and love it even more now. I like the calm and how Rodney wants to surprise him with all the fun things that can be done around Toronto. The small delights are just lovely.

[identity profile] beachlass.livejournal.com 2008-10-10 01:36 am (UTC)(link)
Oh my goodness. Thank you so much. I admire your writing enormously and possibly owe you feedback.

I was bunnied hard by the idea of Rodney eschewing all the urban fun to take John to the stock car races he remembers from his own childhood.

(Anonymous) 2008-12-14 02:34 am (UTC)(link)
this creates a sense of warm calm that makes one coo at the sweetness of it all. Thanks