bright, bright sunshiney day
Mar. 2nd, 2011 09:24 pmSomehow I woke up yesterday and felt good. I puttered on the net for a bit, led a nursing home worship service, stopped by my office and the bookstore to pick up some stuff, plowed through a huge amount of worship planning, had a lovely long chat with Nezu.
Today too... woke up feeling good. Actually tackled some paperwork at the office I've been dreading, (it's not done, but sometimes starting is the worst part). Took a look at my time for the month, sorted out some other stuff.
It's like I woke up on the first of March, and my body chemistry went "Oh, look, winter is almost over" and flipped a switch to lift the depression. Even if it only lasts for a few days, I'm so incredibly grateful for the reprieve - this fall and winter have been a real struggle, and just having two days when getting dressed wasn't an epic battle through the morass makes me feel so much more capable of making it to spring, and trusting that I will feel better when it arrives.
So grateful.
Today too... woke up feeling good. Actually tackled some paperwork at the office I've been dreading, (it's not done, but sometimes starting is the worst part). Took a look at my time for the month, sorted out some other stuff.
It's like I woke up on the first of March, and my body chemistry went "Oh, look, winter is almost over" and flipped a switch to lift the depression. Even if it only lasts for a few days, I'm so incredibly grateful for the reprieve - this fall and winter have been a real struggle, and just having two days when getting dressed wasn't an epic battle through the morass makes me feel so much more capable of making it to spring, and trusting that I will feel better when it arrives.
So grateful.